right now

right now
i’ve got nothing to tell besides, i feel lifeless
run out of stories to write
what a mind-numbing afternoon this is

would it be better?
if i play with my mind a little
pretend im lying next to you

would it be worse?
if i move inches
closer to you
feel me breathe
and hear me groan

oh my dear pillow
i need you now…
i’m so darn sleepy