back to me

im back to my old self again. it's not that i never tried doing something to get out of my shell. but then again, life hits and it strikes.

i did a couple of re-arranging tonight.

i guess, i have to deal with what life has to offer me. it's just me and my legion of worries again.

recently, a friend of mine told me that i should ... "find out what will make me happy. they may call me foolish, but at least i am a happy fool. and not a lonely empty wise person." well, who says i am lonely... i am not lonely, i am just not contented. i guess.

lessons in life taught me to rely on to no one but myself. friends come and go. same goes to relationships.

the only stable thing in this world is change, and the only unconditional love you can find is god's love. these are the two things i keep on reminding myself time and again.

i'm counting the hours again, tom's another day... me and myself again... and my legion of worries.