Scribbles

I want to scribble again after a period of dryness for words. Now that my daughter is eight months old, I can hear the call of ideas shouting inside my head again. Although I have not put my way of expressing a thought into practice, I’m willing to give it another shot. With a bit of luck, I wish to be enthused once more.

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

don’t sweat the small stuff

I was thinking of writing the Chapter 3 of my story but my imagination is not working so well today. I am a bit nervous. I’ll tell you guys as soon as everything’s final. I am not tying the knot, ok? Anyways, days ago I was scanning the pages of this book, titled “Don’t Sweat the Small Stuff,” when I chanced upon a particular paragraph that says something about thoughts that passes our mind everyday. Most of the time, I worry myself of things that doesn’t exist. Or if it does exist, I put more emphasis on it even if it’s not that imperative at all. In other words, I am sweating too much on small stuff. So, what’s the dilemma here? I don’t know either. I am just trying to put in writing all that is in my mind. Doesn’t make sense, I am sorry. I am jammed today. Trapped with this anxiety I have inside. After tomorrow I hope to feel better. I wish to feel fulfilled and able and willing. In the meantime, I’ll just think about J. The thought of him always puts a smile in my face, not to forget my heart.

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