Excuse my outburst

My second day of rest before flying to Shenzhen and I can already feel weight gain. I'm in denial until I wore my old jeans this afternoon. All the bulges started popping out as if they were all gasping for air. This is not good because suddenly I felt I'm size 3 or more. My husband eats like an elephant and I too. If I don't starve myself before my training I will really look like a honey-cured ham on Monday. How will I hide all the fat I've gained? This is a huge problem and Hubby's not helping. I guess I will have to reschedule shopping and make do of whatever clothes I have in my closet. I will not add insult to my already injured self-esteem. Honestly, I really feel like a Hungarian sausage ready to be sliced. Tomorrow I will try to eat less. I wish I can resist the temptation.