No pride this time

There are days when I wish my husband is around to guide me. There are times when I can't deny the fact that I need him. I have laid down my defenses, no pride this time. Yes, I need him now. I wish for him to be here and teach me what to do. If he knew I’m saying all these things, for sure he’ll laugh hard enough to irritate me ;-P. You see, I have this manner of pretending I don’t actually need his help (hahaha). Silly but true! Well I guess my independence is being tested (My gawd!) What I need is a slice of chocolate cake to appease my depression =( I feel a little “blue” at the moment. I ate two bars of safari chocolate but still feel down. I think I want two slices of Red Ribbon’s rocky road (Yay!).

I wish I still know how to cut sugar when the time comes for sugar to be out of my system (hmnnnn).